After sleeping most of the morning, I put some clothes on and took Pancho and Timmy to the dog park. I watched all the animals joyfully bouncing around, unashamedly sniffing one another's butts, just happy to go for a ride and be around other dogs for awhile. Their people are all chit-chatting, enjoying the afternoon. Me, I feel like I'm in some kind of an invisible bubble, isolated from everything and everyone else. The hollow achey feeling won't go away, and I feel certain that I've just blown my last chance EVER at a relationship happiness. Who would want me now?
I'll try to come up with something worthwhile to post next time. I apologize (if anyone reads this at all) for the self-pity party.
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It's a testament to your strength that you are willing to try multiple times. The whole dating world is demeaning and humiliating.
Somehow, I have faith that you will find someone but it won't be through dating.
Peace,
~Chani
Thank you so much.
You already know the answers to all of your questions, you just aren't ready to accept the answers yet and move on...
I like Thailand Gal's thinking on the matter.
But you gotta be comfortable in your own skin before you can tackle another's emotions with yours. And you're decidedly not there yet; not this week anyway. But I have faith in you. :) And you'd BETTER be here Wednesday!
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